Sunday, June 27, 2010

janji-janji

dlu kaw penah bjanji
xkan melupakn iz
dlu kaw penah bjanji
akn cube baiki bla hbngn dlande mslh
dlu kaw penah bjanji
even u r married...iz still d aty
TP E2 SEMUA HANYA JANJI KAN....
kata2 yg d'ungkapkn oleh bibir
xperlu nak tepati.....bisa dmungkiri........................

kini.............

iz pelik ngn perangai iz...
dulu after break senang utk iz buke aty trime org bru
tp kini.....
sukarnye.....
mungkin trust kt sumone dah ilang kot....
bru2 nie...iz ade kenal sumone.....
iz cube nk syg....tp juz stakat syg.....xkan iz cintai dye
so.....dri permainkan dye.....
iz trus sepi dri idop dye.....
aty iz masih dmiliki.....dmiliki insan yg sudah bkn kepunyaan iz........
but.....bla muncul org yg btl2 blh wat iz lupakn dye
iz akn syg n cintai org 2......
n hope the same thing not hapening again....
iz dah xmaw rse tluke.....sakit sgt nk hadapinye.........

cinta dan air mata

kerna cinta
kite mengalirkan air mata bla c dye melakukan sesuatu yg menyakitkan aty kite
kerna cinta
bla kite putus ngn c dye....pasti kite menangis sepuas2nye....dlm aty b'arap yg kite masih ade peluang utk b'sama sedangkn c dye x pernah t'pk utk kekal ngn kite....
x pernah t'pk utk bg kite peluang......
ever air mata e2 mengalir....x semestinye dpt meredakan kesengsaraan yg d'tanggung
bla aty dah t'lalu menyintai....susah utk kite menghapusknnye dlm sekelip mata....
kerna cinta air mata m'basahi pp......
cinta dan air mata....cinta dan tangisan....cinta dan perpisahan......cinta dan duka..........

t'ingat kisah silam

28/june/2010~7:15a.m
bangun pagi2 jek.....
iz t'ingt kt c dye....
ingt saat2 bmnje...
hurm.....apesal nie.....
adoii.....ingt sikit la iz....u n dye dah xde pape
watpe nk ingt dye ag......
nape still iz xley nak lupe dye.....
susah la cm nie.........
iz sengsare but dye hapy glew.....
cuba....cuba....cuba.......
try harder tok forget dye...
i need 2.........its over now la.....
but y still iz remember dye...............
why....why....why.....................????????

tak mungkin berpaling

cukup sudah hati berdarah
usah kenang derita yg sudah
di mana kekasihmu
yg pernah kau sanjungi
kini dia yg memiliki mu.....
cukup sudah hati terluka
usah kenang kasih yg lepas
di mana janjimu
yg pernah kau berikan
kini kau hilang tiada disisiku......

Thursday, June 24, 2010

cinta

Cinta...
lovely 2 hear by anyone....tp dlm zmn canggih nie...wujud lagi ker???
real love juz wujud dlm drama tv yg dpertontonkn d mata umum....
ade ke real love in reality world??hurm....smua sme...juz penting bnde laen dri cinta...
x ade yg setia..ade yg suke menipu....
bla temberang dah pecah....x sanggup nak mengaku...
slame ini hidup btopengkn kebaikan...ego tinggi utk mengaku kesilapan sendiri
jalan mudah....we breakup...
so...boleh menipu n berpura n mpermaenkan insan lain.....
inesen by look....devil by attitude.....

Love A Bit Not To Much

jangan terlalu menyayangi seseorang e2
mungkin nanti kite akan membencinye
jangan terlalu membenci seseorang e2
kite mungkin akan menyayanginye kelak..
juz ala kadar jer...
not a little not 2 much
dont give 100% love....
juz half so when u hurt.....u still can feel alive.....

Menyintai BUKAN Memiliki

I LOVE U.....U LOVE ME!!
cute but...bkn b'tahan lama
menyintai seseorang bkn bererti memilikinye
memiliki bkn bermakna kite menaklukinye
CINTA ITU PERLU PENGORBANAN DAN KESABARAN

Days Go By

u are still a whisper on my lips
a feeling at my fingertips
that's pulling at my skin
u leave me when i'm at my worst
like a feeling as if i've been cursed
from the bitter cold within
days go by
and still i think of u
days when i coundn't live my life without u

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

pLss....DONT judge me!!

i live in my way
i love being my self
dun need 2 tell me what rite what wrong
n...dun ever u judge my life....
u juz with ur own lifestyle
let me b with my own...........
so...its fair......
b4 nak kutuk or mengata...
pls...cermin diri 2 dulu...
klu dah confem n ade cop nak masok syurga....
baru bley nk kutuk sum1 k.......
u juz love urself n let me love myself,haha

bila cinta kini hilang

yes...now im love hater
yes...now i dont trust no one
yes...im so hurt thnk bout the past
yes...im afraid 2 fall in love again......
yes...im not so lucky with love
yes...THAT IS ME
.........................................................
..........(MUIZ EIZRON)................
...........[LOVE HATER].................

when i fall in love n i feel stupid bout it

this story..me n NK......the full chapter
iz knl dye 1st week puase 2009..mlalui Ym...yes..b4 2 iz ignore dye...but 3day b4 iz knl dye iz breakup ngn sum1...so dye juz peneman tyme iz feel so lonely...xsngka lak bleh bputik syg kt dye..mne x nye..ari2 msg..iz 1st tyme ingt dye asl selangor but truenye dye nie org mukah,srwk...1month knl dye...we meet 4 1st tyme 18/10/09...hurm..1st jmpe...i think juz nak maen2 jer...ye la..KL person xde yg btl2 srius kn...so..its still continue...25/10/09...jmpe lg..coz 24hb 2 bufday dye...meet at KL...apy bufday 2 u...n tht tyme 4 1st tyme i see dye nye "......",hehe...i'm a bit noty....kali ke-3 jmpe.....31/10/09....hehe...ths tyme...i'm bcome more noty..u noe wht i mean rite!!toilet la...haha....i feel so hapy with NK...02/11/09....iz jmpe dye lg..kt KL...ths tyme jmpe juz 4 awhile...loan dye sum money...dye pokai...smpai xmkn..dye lover iz...so need 2 help...I LOVE NK lol...n xlama pas 2..dye sem break..xblik srwk but keja kt KL...b4 strt keja n after abis sem...dye ade dtg uma iz...yes...1st tyme dye dtg uma 09/11/09...n tht 1st our honeymoon,hehe....biase la kn...juz 4 a few day jer spend tyme ngn dye...memg xcukup tp nk wat cmner kn...13/12/09...i dun rmember the date...iz trun KL ag...after 3week xjmpe..windu katakn.....23/12/09...dye dtg uma iz kali ke-2....its hapen ag...i feel damn hapy...b with NK...ths tyme dye dah benti keja n wanna begin new sem...early jan...after tht..on jan...05/01/10 iz trun KL on weekend...meet NK..29/01/10...dye dtg uma iz ag...haha....continue2...love in the air katakn,hehe..early feb...mayb la kot iz trun KL ag,x ingt la...and...12/02/10...dye dtg uma iz ag..ths tyme iz yg ambik dye kat peke...dye miss bus,cian dye..kol 830mlm iz drve ambik dye kt cna..iz ajk tdo uma akak kt gombk dye malu..so blik mentakab trus la..smpai2 uma..i thnk i can rest but dye...so difrent tht nyte...kali nie iz soh dye dtg coz 14hb 2 besfren iz nikah...so,iz nak bwa dye skali...kn dye lover iz....2 la last tyme dye dtg uma iz gak....n..last iz jmpe dye kt KL when 27/03/10....tht last tyme.....xcualy,ngn dye iz feel safe,hapy...cm iz dmiliki olh sum1...iz trime dye jer...xksh...too much love...iz totly break up 16/04/10..n kiterunk renggang since 08/04/10...nk taw sal ape??haha...iz perangkp dye sbnrnye,use Ym....iz ckp iz nak tdo...n dye kata nak tdo gak...pdahal iz xtdo pun..iz open other Ym iz...iz chat ngn dye..n act like a bitch,dye xtaw 2 iz...iz ajk noty2...dye on...sape xbengang kn...nk kite trust dye...cm 2 bley trust ker??so..iz call mber baek iz tell bout tht mlm 2 gak..mber iz soh biakn dlu...hurm..iz bkn jns yg sbar,dah lma sngt bsabar nie..iz call dye,ceh...angkt ngn nada pure2 bgn tdo...gdoh2..n iz tnye dye syg iz x....dye senyap...so ok...fine....but...iz stil pujuk nk dye lg...smbil nangis2...i noe tht crazy..but i love NK so much...juz a few day rite...dye ade new lover...so cruel of NK...liar...but i love...haha....n..honestly,after tht...iz bls dndm..im bcome more cruel...i noe dye nye adik number..i sent 2 him pict kiterunk,haha...im realy2 so cruel...even 2 new lover gak....im so bad...wierdnye kan,ex iz sblm nie xde la iz wat smpai cm 2...n xde la iz nak skejam 2..tp ngn dye....iz btl2 cruel...jaat giler la...sum1 tell me..iz akn menyesal ngn ape iz wat kt dye...2 me xmungkin la...dye juz nothng...tp until now honestly iz still syg dye after what i do...ape2 je la...now its over...n hope la dye xkn wat the same mistake 2 new lover dye...bla kantoi mntk putus n find new lover...n 2 me,dye 2 perfect....but bhaviour dye 2 la...adoi....ex yg laen xpnh pun iz jd cmnie...iz btl2 syg dye ker??r this my 1st love??wuteva la...ITS OVER NOW....