when i fall in love n i feel stupid bout it

this story..me n NK......the full chapter
iz knl dye 1st week puase 2009..mlalui Ym...yes..b4 2 iz ignore dye...but 3day b4 iz knl dye iz breakup ngn sum1...so dye juz peneman tyme iz feel so lonely...xsngka lak bleh bputik syg kt dye..mne x nye..ari2 msg..iz 1st tyme ingt dye asl selangor but truenye dye nie org mukah,srwk...1month knl dye...we meet 4 1st tyme 18/10/09...hurm..1st jmpe...i think juz nak maen2 jer...ye la..KL person xde yg btl2 srius kn...so..its still continue...25/10/09...jmpe lg..coz 24hb 2 bufday dye...meet at KL...apy bufday 2 u...n tht tyme 4 1st tyme i see dye nye "......",hehe...i'm a bit noty....kali ke-3 jmpe.....31/10/09....hehe...ths tyme...i'm bcome more noty..u noe wht i mean rite!!toilet la...haha....i feel so hapy with NK...02/11/09....iz jmpe dye lg..kt KL...ths tyme jmpe juz 4 awhile...loan dye sum money...dye pokai...smpai xmkn..dye lover iz...so need 2 help...I LOVE NK lol...n xlama pas 2..dye sem break..xblik srwk but keja kt KL...b4 strt keja n after abis sem...dye ade dtg uma iz...yes...1st tyme dye dtg uma 09/11/09...n tht 1st our honeymoon,hehe....biase la kn...juz 4 a few day jer spend tyme ngn dye...memg xcukup tp nk wat cmner kn...13/12/09...i dun rmember the date...iz trun KL ag...after 3week xjmpe..windu katakn.....23/12/09...dye dtg uma iz kali ke-2....its hapen ag...i feel damn hapy...b with NK...ths tyme dye dah benti keja n wanna begin new sem...early jan...after tht..on jan...05/01/10 iz trun KL on weekend...meet NK..29/01/10...dye dtg uma iz ag...haha....continue2...love in the air katakn,hehe..early feb...mayb la kot iz trun KL ag,x ingt la...and...12/02/10...dye dtg uma iz ag..ths tyme iz yg ambik dye kat peke...dye miss bus,cian dye..kol 830mlm iz drve ambik dye kt cna..iz ajk tdo uma akak kt gombk dye malu..so blik mentakab trus la..smpai2 uma..i thnk i can rest but dye...so difrent tht nyte...kali nie iz soh dye dtg coz 14hb 2 besfren iz nikah...so,iz nak bwa dye skali...kn dye lover iz....2 la last tyme dye dtg uma iz gak....n..last iz jmpe dye kt KL when 27/03/10....tht last tyme.....xcualy,ngn dye iz feel safe,hapy...cm iz dmiliki olh sum1...iz trime dye jer...xksh...too much love...iz totly break up 16/04/10..n kiterunk renggang since 08/04/10...nk taw sal ape??haha...iz perangkp dye sbnrnye,use Ym....iz ckp iz nak tdo...n dye kata nak tdo gak...pdahal iz xtdo pun..iz open other Ym iz...iz chat ngn dye..n act like a bitch,dye xtaw 2 iz...iz ajk noty2...dye on...sape xbengang kn...nk kite trust dye...cm 2 bley trust ker??so..iz call mber baek iz tell bout tht mlm 2 gak..mber iz soh biakn dlu...hurm..iz bkn jns yg sbar,dah lma sngt bsabar nie..iz call dye,ceh...angkt ngn nada pure2 bgn tdo...gdoh2..n iz tnye dye syg iz x....dye senyap...so ok...fine....but...iz stil pujuk nk dye lg...smbil nangis2...i noe tht crazy..but i love NK so much...juz a few day rite...dye ade new lover...so cruel of NK...liar...but i love...haha....n..honestly,after tht...iz bls dndm..im bcome more cruel...i noe dye nye adik number..i sent 2 him pict kiterunk,haha...im realy2 so cruel...even 2 new lover gak....im so bad...wierdnye kan,ex iz sblm nie xde la iz wat smpai cm 2...n xde la iz nak skejam 2..tp ngn dye....iz btl2 cruel...jaat giler la...sum1 tell me..iz akn menyesal ngn ape iz wat kt dye...2 me xmungkin la...dye juz nothng...tp until now honestly iz still syg dye after what i do...ape2 je la...now its over...n hope la dye xkn wat the same mistake 2 new lover dye...bla kantoi mntk putus n find new lover...n 2 me,dye 2 perfect....but bhaviour dye 2 la...adoi....ex yg laen xpnh pun iz jd cmnie...iz btl2 syg dye ker??r this my 1st love??wuteva la...ITS OVER NOW....